June 2010
latenight
walks/jogs/runforyerlives are lovely.
the problem with me is
is that when my bestfriends gimme advice or warn me about shit, i ignore it and wanna do it anyways. i wanna find out for myself. i’m stupid like that. srry you gotta always watch me majorly fuckup&end up hurt.
i wanna fuckup on my own and it’s my fault if i end up hurt.
i’m so damn stubborn.
my intentions are good though. i’m a realllllly good person.
but i JUST...
um...wow...
“You’re wasting your youth on missing a dead person, Patricia. Don’t let him hold you back. He still loves you; you know this. He didn’t mean to break your heart when he went and did what he did. Josh is left alone to take care of you. You’ve always spoken the world of him and Kyle knew that he left you in good hands. His death inspired you to view life in a different...
i lost my wallet
@ my bestfriend’s place. why do i not care? it has my last paycheck/rent $ and id in it. why am i not freaking about this nor the apartment&job thing? hmm…feels good tho. haven’t been able to feel empty, careless, and carefree in a very long time. everybody else around me is freaking out like chickens w/ their heads cut off and i’m…not. i SHOULD be joinin my...
i gavein.
FINE. i made the account so you’ll stop bitching. kkkkkthere >_>